Saturday, May 31, 2008
its been so long never blog. teehee! sorry uh. buzy for nothing. dad dont let his kids surf the net no more. thanks to our behaviour. (:
dearest boyfriend,im sorry on what i said the other day. mainly i think you're just not capable of being my bf. im just not ready yet i guess. i just need a bf who thinks of me everyday. asking me this and that making me feel that youre the perfect one that you care the most. but i dont feel like i am right now. all your words making me feel as if im just your normal friend and you need someone to support you. thats how i feel. you told me i was you life and your everything. when i asked you again. you said that everything no lah. life ader lah. i was really shocked on what you've said and it really hurts me badly. whats the point having you then? i dont know why im saying this. but seriously, youre making it worse. my dear bf, i dont want my life to be pressured up by you. i love you. really, i do. but after what just happened, i feel like i dont even need you. it feels like i can cope myself. BUT if i lose you, i will feel lonely, not complete. but if we be friends, you gonna stress up and drink drink drink. i know, cos its gonna be two of us in your mind. i'll just hope one day you realize how important you are to me. 2:30 PM
rant by yanny ♥